hehe... sorry this post gonna be a bit down but somewhat motivational (for me at least). =)

had a mid sem test today.... it was held during the lecture. i thought i did alright but when waiting for tutor to get to class (had my tutorial straight after lecture) people were talking about how they went with the test and blablabla... i can't help to not listen because they were sitting right in front of me, and they all said that it was quite hard... maybe the paper was tricky, MCQs huh... well, after hearing all that it got me worried... i hope it's gonna be alright though and i gotta work hard for the exams too!

after class, something popped into my mind... i remember playing chinese chess with grandpa (and i miss him dearly). he used to tease us kids on how impatient we were as we only see what's in front of us and made the move right away without thinking... we do not predict what's the intention behind it (the move, etc). and we were defeated. haha. but something very meaningful came out from this defeat.

he had taught me a valuable lesson from this: that life is not just about wanting to win, or making decisions without considering the consequences. you cant jump into conclusions just like that. it's about patience. failure is not the end of the world. somehow, it makes you stronger. failure is the key to success, you learn from your mistakes and try not to repeat them again. "nobody is perfect" everyone has their flaws no matter how successful they are. if you've made a mistake, if you've failed, figure out what went wrong and fix the problem. dont just sulk over it, and bruise you forever. get up, be strong and move on. prove it to them that you can do it!! believe in yourself, believe that you can do it!!

when i was younger, i dont see his motivation behind playing chinese chess (and all the other talks) with us... all you know is to play. but as you get older, you get wiser, and it all these tend to make more sense now. =) miss you so much..



Haha... Happy Birthday to me~ lolz. i find it funny cuz i remember my own birthday on the 13th Jan. but my parents, remembers both birthdays - the normal calendar one and the lunar calendar date! (or some call it chinese calendar). haha i know my lunar date falls on the 14th day of the 12th month.... lol. and this varies at a different date on the usual calendar... so this year, it happens to be 28th Jan!! haha. which was yesterday.

received a phone call from my parents and the first thing they said was "tiger, happy birthday" and my reaction was.. "huh, why are you greeting me? you greeted me on the 13th already" haha blur me~ then they started laughing at me! i think something similar happened last year as well! haha. oh wellz, im 23!! that's OLD~~~ =s (oh tiger because im considered to be the year of tiger even though im '87 baby~ cuz my bday falls before cny? - i'd like to call myself a hybrid~ hahaha!!)

miss home laaa.... everyone's busy preparing for chinese new year~ and im busy studying... haha. i think talking on the phone is not as bad... having video calls are really bad cuz you see them, and makes you miss them more! which is what happened a few days ago... when parents were in grandparent's house, and one of my aunt decided to put on her webcam... =( almost into tears man! one month plus to go~ gambate~~!!



Ouch~~ my neck hurts T_T i think i probably slept wrongly last night T_T knowing me, not moving when i fall asleep through the night... =( i need it to heal~~ i can't move it, hurts when i turn my head or whatever... T_T

hehe.. short post.. following moonie's style of posting. =D



.....is full of s**t~!! it's sucks!!

haih.... damn upset due to something that recently happen. i find it hilarious! you're such a hypocrite!! one moment you say this, and the next you say something completely the opposite!! yes i knw, yes i understand the sitution...

on another note, bloody hell!! you're simply assuming the worst just because i didn't do well? just because someone you knw in the past have gone there, you're assuming that i'm like that and that's why i haven't done well? but hey, at least im not failing everything!!

pls stop making hurtful assumptions!! it's easy to say this and that to the other party, but have you ever imagined if it was you who is receiving all those comments? just put yourself in others' shoes for once!!

i guess i was expecting all these to happen anyway... cuz i know you oh so so well!! somehow i've gotten used to it, i knw i should just ignore cuz im not whatever you said, and just as long as i know it, and ppl whom i really really care knws it, im fine with it~ but sometimes it's just so hurtful that you still manage to break me, oh wellz, i guess im not that strong afterall~

note to self: pls be strong, and be unbreakable. =s im like a glass, fragile enough to break, but sometimes still able to survive if the damage is not as bad... i have to be a diamond? the strongest material!! haha. lolz.



Hehe... ever sang/listen to a song or tune so much that you get annoyed by it?? hahaha... lol. well, that's what happen to me when I listen to one song, and then get hooked into it... and will be listening it so many times, singing along with it, and humming the tune!

I can go on and on about it all day long, and eventually I get sick of myself!! hahaha... lolz, anywayz been pretty hooked into Guy Sebastian - Like It Like That and Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling.

ps: im sure if my brothers are around right now, they'll seriously knock me! lolz. kidding. but they'll for sure be complainin!! hehehe.



Super hot day today.... almost melted! hahaha. it was recorded max of 39deg! crazy right? haha even the air was so dry and hot... but thank goodness the next few days gonna be colder a bit... =)

shit i cannot imagine my life in Jan here... it's gonna be super hot hot hot!!! gahhhh.....



Stressed Stressed Stressed~!!!

Damn upset.... unhappy, down, bla bla bla T_______T